That is how I have felt over the last couple of weeks.
Off.
Many things felt off.
Marriage...off
Kids...off
Exercise routine ....off
Eating right...off
Extra pounds... firmly on.
I sat in my bathtub yesterday morning
and rattled off a good list of what was wrong,
what I didn't have,
and who I didn't have.
No tears.
Even my sensitivity seemed to be off.
Ever felt that way?
That life is just off?
I think for me,
when I begin to feel that things are off,
it is because I have put too much on.
Too much of what the world thinks.
Too much of what people say or don't.
Too much flesh (figuratively and literally).
I let too much cling to me or I cling to it.
By putting all that on,
the things I am called to have on,
as a believer in Jesus Christ,
get crowded out.
So today,
it is time to be off with the worldly stuff sticking to me.
Off with the random thoughts and imaginations.
Off with the fears.
Time to let the love and confidence of Jesus get on again.
Time to get my faith on.
Get my peace on.
My shoes on,
(figuratively and literally),
and run.
"Therefore,
since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses,
let us throw off everything that hinders
and the sin that so easily entangles.
And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us,"
Hebrews 12:1 (NIV)